Oh my word I feel like the white rabbit almost every week at the moment…”I’m late, I’m late!” 😂
It’s not as if I forget, it’s more that it gets pushed out of my brain by the day to day life of being a parent 😂
Anyway I am going to get right to it, before something happens to distract me.
As you know I am joining in with kate and her linkup of lovely writers, for five minutes of free writing. Without going over it and editing..Eek!
This week’s prompt
This is an interesting word for me.
Certain aspects of my life I have used as a form of control.
Because sometimes when things go wrong we try to adjust by changing other areas of our lives – in order to try to gain control.
When I was younger I controlled my eating.
If you were to ask me if there was any trigger, I couldn’t give you an answer. Because I don’t really know myself.
One thing I do know is that I was so afraid of being sick that I just stopped eating. Which in turn spiralled out of control.
But the whole thing behind it I guess, is that of control.
Nobody likes to feel as though they have no control. It is one if the worst feelings.
As an example my husband hates rollercoasters – because he has no control over the speed etc.
I wouldn’t say I am a control freak, by any stretch of the imagination.
But I am a major stresser. I stress about little things, big things, things that haven’t even happened.
Take a deep breath. Have faith. And let go.